Woah
The Stuff that u get in ur mail.......
Inspiring..........

I asked God why I wasn't rich.
And He showed me a man with the wealth of a thousand kings, who was lonely,and had no one to share it with.

I asked God why I wasn't beautiful.
And He showed me a woman more beautiful than any other, who was ugly
because of her vanity.

I asked God why he'd allowed me to become old.
And He showed me a boy of 16, who lay dead at the scene of a car accident.

I asked God why I didn't have a bigger house.
And He showed me a family of six, who'd just been evicted from their tiny shack, and were forced to live on the street.

I asked God why I had to work.
And He showed me a man who couldn't find a decent job, because he'd never learned to read.

I asked God why I wasn't more popular.
And He showed me a socialite with a thousand friends, who all left the
moment the money and parties were no longer there.

I asked God why I wasn't smarter.
And He showed me a natural born genius, who was serving life in prison for making ill use of his knowledge.

I asked God why He put up with a thankless sinner like me.
And He showed me His Bible, and His Son who took my place at the judgment.
And I knew then how much He loved me.

What's eating you today?
Are your problems weighing heavy on your heart?
Know, then, that you are loved.

And have a WONDERFUL day!
Then brighten someone else's day, in any way you care to.

Remember, a candle loses nothing by lighting another candle.

AHHHHHHHHH
Today was a rather Productive day
Studied at Holland V
with Jerermy Faye and later Astrid
kinda Finished Instru
left a little bit now
Jachin was there too
Wow
he knows loads of pple
cool!
mostly girls too
hahahaha
Rong came later
Chris dropped by for awhile
was not really fun for him
cos we were all studying
and i can only study well in isolation
so guess it was really boring for him
he went to meet Haley after a while
went to her place
hahahah
The new Under One Roof
SUCKS !
its not funny at all
Boring
Light yrs was rather stupid today
haiz
Channel 5
tmr is Jamming
Finally
after so long
can't wait

"Long Bus Rides are good for thinking " someone close to me once said
nvr really realised that until this yr
when quiet moments make mi look back on the past
Today was another day like that
on the way to Holland V
i was just remembering last yr
the Good Times and the bad ones
I realised something abt myself
i dun really keep the bad memories in my mind
its more of the good ones that occupy my memory
the bad ones have long been swept under the carpet
I feel Lonely
Abandoned........
my life has no meaning
I live only to play at my next Gig
looking for the same Adrenalin Rush to give mi the High on Stage
that i once felt everyday
Life used to be so Nice
Sji..........The Place i felt accepted
even though pple made fun of mi
i knew it was only for fun
I could live with that
Now Sch is just the place i go to for a few hrs each day
for a piece of paper that i will receive at the end of 3 yrs
My first "Girlfriend"
i remember the excitement i felt when she said yes
but it was not to last
but at that time,
it didn't really matter
Nothing Did
Now everything matters
i remember the insults pple say to mi
using it as motivation to strive for perfection
hoping for one day when i can go up to them and say
Thankz for the Insults
Would have nvr become the person i am now without U
but wth......
Life goes On
the 20th of December2002 will always hold that special place in my heart
Its over
We're just Friends now
I can live with that
I wanna move on
but can i?
I hope so.........
The day i can wake up with
A Smile on my face
ready to face Lifes Daily Challenges
That is the day I have moved on
Til then
it will be a daily struggle
but
I will Make it
Thats for Sure

Ralph Waldo Emerson
Nothing can bring you peace but yourself.
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James Levin
Follow effective action with quiet reflection. From the quiet reflection will come even more effective action.
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James Allen
The more tranquil a man becomes, the greater is his success, his influence, his power for good. Calmness of mind is one of the beautiful jewels of wisdom.
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Ralph Waldo Emerson
Peace cannot be achieved through violence, it can only be attained through understanding.
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Buddha
Holding on to anger is like grasping a hot coal with the intent of throwing it at someone else; you are the one getting burned.
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Bertrand Wilbertforce
Always direct your thoughts to those truths that will give you confidence, hope, joy, love, thanksgiving, and turn away your mind from those that inspire you with fear, sadness, depression.
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Thomas De Quincey
Man should forget his anger before he lies down to sleep.
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Marcus Aurelius
You will give yourself peace of mind if you perform every act of your life as if it were you last.
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Seneca
The mind is never right but when it is at peace within itself.
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Attn T.O.R Members
Bad News!
Rebecca has decided to pull out of the Gig cos of personal Commitments
We wish her Good Luck in her Future Endervours and
Thank her for the Time she spent with us

Onto other things........
Our Current Line up will now be
Drums - Emmanuel
Bass - Darius
Guitars - Eugene and Darren
Vocals - Daphne and Darren
KeyBoards - Val
so its the 6 of us

Jamming is at 7 pm on Wed at Ann's
if u do not know how to get there
Pls contact mi by Tuesday Nite
We will be taking some Photos for our Gig so dress properly
We Will be Doin.........
Twist and Shout
Stand by me
I will Survive
Learn these songs by wed cos we dun have much time

Song List
50's/60's
Twist and Shout - Beatles
Stand By Me - Ben E. King
70's
I will Survive
Brown Eye Girl - Van Morrison
80's
SunShine of my Life -Stevie Wonder
Red Red Wine - Ub40
90's
I'll be there for You - Friends Theme
00's onwards
How Can I - Daphne Khoo
Sing Myself to Sleep - Daphne Khoo

This is Final and will not be changed anymore
I Promise
hahaha

Wedding Practice today
went Fine
Really Exhausted Mentally
Tmr is Darius's Performance
Good Luck Bro!
willhave to study tmr
might play soccer if time permits
and if i can actually drag myself down to sch to play
Miss playing
but afraid of hurting my ankle
What Should I do ?
hahaa
I'll just see how things go
Should go down to esplanade to Study
Meet Val there or something

Song List
60's
Twist and Shout - Beatles
Stand By Me - Ben E. King
70's
I will Survive
Brown Eye Girl - Van Morrison
80's
Love in the First Degree or
SunShine of my Life
90's
Pretend to be nice - Josie...
Basket Case - Green Day
00's onwards
How Can I - Daphne Khoo
Sing Myself to Sleep - Daphne Khoo

TOR will be Jamming this Wed at 7-9 @Ann's
after a long Break
We Will be Performin @HRC
on the 12th of June
Together with NVRLRN
Come Support us
there will be Free Flow frm 10-12am
and Drinks will be one for one for the whole nite
cover is 15 bucks
its worth it
Come watch these Great Bands with Diff Style of Playing
and Be Amazed at what u see

I dun believe it
hahah
i overslept on the bus and ended up walking 45 min home
hahah
to think jalan kayu is only a street away
its damn deep i tell u
Finished Log Book
Finished NpOne
passed both Tests
practised the songs for both Gigs

Greg Wright frm Zion called
the Gig on the
12th of June@Hard Rock Cafe
is confirmed
Will be gettin Val to play the kbs for the band
cos ,most songs frm the 80s need kbs

Song List
60's
Twist and Shout - Beatles
Stand By Me - Ben E. King
70's
I will Survive
Brown Eye Girl - Van Morrison
80's
Love in the First Degree
90's
Pretend to be nice - Josie...
Basket Case - Green Day
00's onwards
How Can I - Daphne Khoo
Sing Myself to Sleep - Daphne Khoo

New Photos Out!

Spent the day @ Thomson Plaza
Trying to get some work done
Conclusion: I cannot study there.....
Saw the Hot Chick frm the Gym
saw Mark Richmond too.....who cares?
Din do any work
got so bored that i went to play drums @Yamaha
pretending to be interested in the set
hahaha
just finished the RHCP live on MTV
it was good
watched 15 too
Good Show!
Tmr will be in sch early to finish lab book and get some work done
i function most effeciently alone
no one to talk to
no one to for mi to irritate
tmr is the day
might meet up with Amy after class
b4 that
ISOLATION

WHATEVER!
Man Utd Lost
but i am still proud to be fan of the Red Devils
so they lost to a better team
but they showed Courage in their playin
Perserverence
Nvr gave up!
Kudos to all the Man Utd players
Its Such Spirit that make mi wanna stick with the Team
instead of some other pple
who change their teams at the sight of trouble
All the Glory Hunters
I bet i'll see loads of Real Jerseys later
but the moment real loses
all the jerseys come flying off
Whatever!

Goin to Study @Thomson Plaza soon

Did a bit of Cell culture Log Book
Salcked Around in Sch waiting for Darius
Tutorial got cancelled
Instru Lecture was good
watched Behind Enemy Lines
quite good Xcept some parts were just unbelieveable
Sniper missing a Stationary Target?
hahaha
Took Photos of Chris and Darius for Jus
will be printing them tmr
hope they turn up fine
Tmr is goin to be spent either with Amy at the Esplanade
or
Astrid and co. @Thomson Plaza
it all depends on Amy though
whether she will confirm the trip to the Esplanade
we'll just see how it goes

Stress is beginning to Pile up
Sch
Exams
Performance
Organising Stuff
argh.............
will try my best to handle it all well

Actually forgot to blog last Nite
hahaha
Nuthing Much actually
Watched Johnny English
Funny Shit siah
hahaha
Finished my Cell Culture NP ONE
Xcept the one i have to do myself and calculate
Lazy Siah
haha
Have to go take photos of Darius, Chris and Jimmy later(if i can find him)
must go print out photos too
Cell Culture Log book due thsi Friday
Alot of shit to do
Die
Exams in a Week
Die

ABC Test today
kinda Screwed it up
Felt Cheated
the stuff we were suppose to memorise din even comeout
all came out in MCQ
wth........
Actually went for Cell Culture and Instru
Amzing Rite
went down to FEP with Jeremy after that
He bought Berms
i bought this Sarong Pants thingie
damn Bohemian siah
Nice..
Darius cut his Hair
it looks good now
The stylist taught mi how to Style my hair
and she did it for mi there
went for 1WT Jam after that
Noisy!
but good
Met Shane today
He is Good
spent most of my time outside the Studio
MBIO Prac test tmr
Log Book Due tmr
Dead!!!

Suppose to Study today at Esplanade
Did that for an hr and a 1/2
Finished my work
Darius came down
so to Avoid the Mat Dance
hahaha
we went to eat at Marina
Fish Soup again
Slacked there alittle
then went down to PS
cos i wanted to buy Sticks
S.H.E. was having some gig there
Crowded Siah
when we got there
pple were goin off liao
Lucky for us
We could give 2 shits abt the performance anyway
played a bit of Drums at Yamaha
its was ok lah
saw NFG performance
they are GOOD!
Ate Tiramisu at PastaMania
Damn its Good
PowerPacked
to think it looked so little
hahahah
walked around talking
decided to go play pool
asked Amy along
she met us there
pool was ok
Darius was really down on his Luck
Amy came with Henrietta and they stayed for abt 20min
we played for abt an hr
b4 heading home to watch Josie and The Pussycats

I really can't wait for the June 12 Gig
if its confirmed
i wanna play
i wnna perform
the withdrawal Symptoms are kicking in man
at this pt of time
Throw mi a gig i'll do it
no qns asked
even Pop
hahahaah
nah not that bad
maybe in a mth.....i'll reach that stage
hahahaha
for Now
Practice..........
will take the Stuff Brandon told mi into Consideration

Talked to Lemuel a bit
the stuff he said really made sense
I'll wait
it was prob just not the Right time
I dun think i am Ready
If I played now it would be for myself
not for God
Guess that why i am on the waiting List
" I will say of the Lord, He is my refuge and my fortress;
My God in him i will trust. " Psalm 91:2
Got this off Jerome's Blog
amazing how the things pple write Hit u Right in the Face at that exact moment
i realise now
My attitude was Wrong
Everything is in his time Not my

Humble urself b4 him and he will show u his Gifts
I have a long way to go...........
The Destination seems so FAr Away.....
A Step at a Time i Guess..........

Back frm Roomful with
Darius, Chris, Haley, Val, Qin, Fugene, Hanis,Stacie
it was kinda fun
took loads of photos
some nice some funny
hahaha
Church in a few hrs better go sleep liao
Esplanade tmr
hahahaha
Yay!
More photos
who wanna join mi?
u pple can use the cam while i study
just tell mi which photos u all took so i can credit it properly

My Big day turned out to be a Huge Disappointment
after practising and hopin that i get to play on Easter
I went down only to be told
"Emmanuel u play for Practice, Boon Gee, U will play for service tmr"
Whats the pt of mi goin down?
Learn how to play?
i waited a whole mth for this
Maybe its just not the Right time
Maybe i was playing for the Wrong Reasons
Maybe ..............

To add to my already Horrible day
i was told how to play during Practice
emmanuel do this
do that........
Ok Fine
I get The Idea
I Suck!

i dun think i'll ever get to play for Church
Hopefully i will
but most prob i wun
haiz

Shit Happens

God if this was ur plan for mi
to train mi up
i dun think its really working
nvr felt worse
but i'll get over ......tmr

I'll Practice
I'll Wait

God Bless

Happy Easter

Happy Easter Weekend
Lester came over today to play drums and jam alittle
taught him a little swing stuff and some stuff on gripping
he plays loud
REally has the heart to Learn
Admirable
he took a look at some photos too
we were browsing thru the OffStone Forum
its some Photography site
lester Takes good Photos man
some of his pics are amazing
after he Left

Slacked Around a bit
Talked to Jus and Val online
went for Church
Lemuel played today
Great Playing man
Tmr the Big Day
My first service Practice
Excited

supposed to meet chris
but kinda got a little frustrated cos he wanted mi to wait an hr for him at jackson
so i din meet him
he was at Holland V

Studying din really turn out well
did only half of what i wanted to do
haiz
I am so dead

Went down to SSDC today to settle some driving stuff
Gerard and I have decided to try to get our license by the time we go for OIAP
that means rushing to finish as many lessons as possible during the break
removing whatever little time i had after allocatin time for
Final Project
Band Practice
Church Practice
Gym

the price to pay for hassle free transport
when i get to use the car that is
hahaa

Besides that i had Lecture
these days the FSV students are really Busy with their Projects and Stuff
Good Luck Guys

Jus had her interview today
Sure u'll do Fine =)

as Good Friday comes about in a few hrs
i hope we all ponder abt the true meaning of Good Friday
and not just enjoy the Hols
The Son of God Gave his Life to redeem us from Sin
Let reflect upon this
How someone would be willing to give up his life for pple who did not even like him
pple who wanted him dead

Thank U Jesus
is all we can say on this day

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OK the plan now is
we have the chance to do the Gig on the
12 of June
is it ok with all of u?
was thinking of doin something like a timeline of songs
frm the 60's til now
2 songs per Decade
plus 3 originals
any thoughts on that?

i need everyone reply by tonite
so i can confirm the performace date
btw
Dr. Koh is Interested in coming down to watch us play
so let make this a Great Show
Have Fun

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Some Photos I Took Today

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Onto more usual Stuff
hahaha
went to class to watch a movie today
"No Man's Land"
Great Show
really shows
- the Role of the UN during a War
- the Role of the Press
- the Power of the Media
- Compassion
- Human Nature
also deep down within u
beneath ur beliefs and all
we're all the same pple

went down to the Esplanade alone after that
Ate Chocolate Truffle
hahaha
its not that Fantastic
Took tons of photos of the thorns of the Durian
Diff Angles and all

Studied quite a bit
by my standards
haha
Glucose and Glycogen
left with Fatty Acids and Amino Acids
and for the Mbio Prac Exam
prac 4 onwards

went hoem around 5
will upload my photo as soon as i fin a good host

This entry is for my Sis:

Change Your Bloody Attitude
One day you have gotta learn that No one owes you a Living!
esp Not Mum and Dad
u are forever treatin them like second class citizens
u dun show them proper Respect
esp Dad
Give them a Break man
They not allowed to go into ur Room
Bullshit man
Seriously Get A Life

U dun wanna show mi Respect
Go Ahead
I dun really give a shit
but Show our Parents the proper Respect they deserve
They are not ur drivers whom u call only when u are stranded late at nite and dun wanna spend ur precious money on a cab
who the hell u saving for?
u think their sleep is not worth that 20 bucks?
I beg to Differ
Also
The tone in which speak to them with
stink of Arrogance
rem Sis,
Pride comes b4 a Fall
Learn ur Lesson frm what pple tell u
U dun have to fall to learn something
pple have done that b4 u
Learn frm their mistakes

When we teach u something
u dismiss it as Nonsense
esp the stuff i tell u
u think just becus i din go to Jc
i not up to the Mark?
Think again little Girl

I chose my path because i knew what i wanted with my life
can u say the same abt urself?
u think the whole family is beneath u and only ur frens match up to u?
now that times are good maybe they'll stick with u
but when u really hit a low pt of ur life
u'll realise that most of ur "friends" will flee
and the pple left behind will be ur family, God and a few close friends
Once again i ask u,
Change Your Bloody Attitude
I and the Rest of the World
Do Not Owe You A Living

wanna use the com
try to fix it before running to pple complainin abt how u dunno how to do it
it just disgusts mi

Will be goin down to the Esplanade Library to Study tmr
hope i can get work done
anyone who does not wanna see mi
Now u know where to Avoid
pple who wanna look for mi now u know where to go
hahaha
I am seriously
Full Of Shit

Had Instru Prac finally
Major Talk Cock Session with Dr. Koh
went thru nearly every single topic possible
War,
Drums,
Writing Styles of Local Writers
Rugby,
Marine Bio,
among others..........
Was Fun
Had Lecture and Cell Culture Prac b4 that
Went Late
But everything turned out well
Test Postponed
a little more time to Slack
Might be goin out with Astrid tmr
slacking
hahaha
anybody wanna come along???
=)
we'll be out until 2
then she has to meet another fren

Today was basically hang out at Far east day
hahaa
Kinda screwed up my hair
haha
maybe its not really screwed up just haven gotten used to it
met sho helped her with her portfolio a little
her interview's tmr
i have the instru prac tmr
cell culture too
Mbio Lect
should be studying after that
I hope
but who knows
hahaha
Photography is gettin more and mroe fun siah

I got my Drums back
played at home for a while
The shoot was Cancelled
so i did my hair for nuthing
went down to attempt to get my hair cut
but when i got there it was Closed
so went down to meet Darius and Stacie
shes Small
quite cute
quite a cool Person
hahahah
went to meet Qin Val Jeremy and Min
went with the 1wrongTurn Crew for their jam
They are good
slacked around after the jam then headed home

woke up early for a test
then spent half a day in sch doin nuthing
went for Drums Exchange after
Great Exchanges today
Six Strokes
Double Strokes and some cool groove thingie
learnt alot today
can't wait for the next one
tmr is a rather busy day
Church
HairCut
helping Ragi with some Fashion Shoot thing
at Bishan PArk
hahaha
Gym after
i have decided to move to my Brother's room for the next 2 week
to ensure that i study instead of wasting my time on the com

Confirmation that OIAP is postponed to Sept
will be catching the Rugby World Cup in Oct
YAY!!!!!
HOlidays and all
hahahaha

Finally got the pictures for CellCulture out
haiz
Stressed
Test later at 9
Drum Xchange at 4pm
basically today was rather slack
went to sch early to take the Cell Culture pics for Hup and my group
ABC Prac
Dr. Zaman din come
Sick!
did our work
went for Lunch
SAB presentation
while preparing for it
i saw the CUTE Girl again
turns out she froms Building
will hang out there more often man
omg she is so cute
just the thought makes mi smile
hahaha
must get to know her one way or another
SAB presentation went fine
Went with Darius Chris and Jus to the Esplanade Library
Studied there
went quite well
Met SiWei too
went for Dinner
then went back to Esplanade and took Photos
The hr there with Jus and Chris was the most boring one i had
they were talking
so i just went abt my own business
Taking shots and listening to U-Blues
they were ok
the Bassist had a good Solo
the Drummer's one was little too long though
went off time too
but who am i to judge?
slacked at Starbucks after.......
studied a little more
on the way home
stopped at the road ouside my pace to take shots
lots of them
hahaha
pple must be wondering what the hell is some guy doin with a cam int he middle of the nite

Brought my cam out today
quite fun taking photos
even thought they were just photos of plants
Brought Darius into the Plant Growth Chamber
took a photo of him there with hair net and shoe covers on
Labcoat included
Classes and more classes
Exams in 3 weeks
need to Study
Study
Study
might change room with bro for next 3 weeks to study
heard that IAP is postponed to Sept
hope it is
then will be able to watch the World Cup while its there
Worthwhile trip
Shoppin would be better too
theni'll be able to spend this holiday here
ZoukOut here i come
hahahahahaha
Test on Sat
Better start Studying

Mental Block
I have to rush a Book Review out by noon
but i can't organise my thoughts now
ArGhhhhhhhhhh
hahaha
will try my Luck tomorrow Morning
hahahaha
Camera
Got it today
hahaha
Finally!!!!
Will bring it down tomrrow
to take photos of my Cultures
for the whole project maybe can get other shots too

Another day of Sch
Another day of Limping
Got a lift to sch frm my dad today
Really thankful for him
Practical went well i guess
Had lunch
Eating too much nowadays
Growing Fat
Can't wait to walk properly
Gym
Joggin and all
hahaha
The Countdown Begins............
Piece of Good News
Test postponed to Sat.......
Time to Study????
haahahah i hope
Took a bus home
had to take the long walk in
kinda hurt it a little
hope its better tmr
2 hrs of class and 3 hrs of project meeting

One fine day,an old couple ard the age of 70, walks into a lawyer's
office.Apparently, they r there to file a divorce. Lawyer was very
puzzled, after havin a chat with them, he got their story....

This couple had been quarrelin all their 40 over yrs of
marriage,nothing
ever seems to go right.They hang on coz of their children,afraid tat
it might affect their up-bringing.Now, all their children have already
grown up, have their own family, there's nothing else the old couple
have to
worry about, all they wanted is to lead their own life free from all
these yrs of unhappiness from their marriage, so both agree on a
divorce....

Lawyer was having a hard time tryin to get the papers done, coz he
felt tat after 40 yrs of marriage at the age of 70, he couldnt
understand
why the old couple would still wants a divorce...while they were signin
the papers, the wife told the husband.."I really love u, but i really
cant
arry on anymore,i'm sorry.." "its o.k, i understand.." said the
husband.

Lookin at this, the lawyer suggested a dinner together, just 3 of
them,wife tot, why not, since they r still gonna be frends..

At the dining table, there was a silence of awkardness. The first dish
was roasted chicken, immediately, the old man took the drumstick for
the
old lady.."take this, its ur favourite.." lookin at this, the lawyer
tot
maybe theres still a chance, but the wife was frowning when she
answer.."
this is always the problem, u always think so highly of urself, never
tot
abt how i feel, dun u know tat i hate drumsticks?"

Little did she know tat, over the yrs, the husband have been trying
all ways to please her,little did she know tat drumsticks was the
husband's favourite.Little did he know tat she never tot he understand
her
at
all,little did he know tat she hates drummsticks even thou all he wans
is the best for her.

That nite, both of them couldnt sleep, toss and turn, toss and
turn...after hours, the old man couldnt take it anymore, he knows that
he till loves her, and he cant carry on life without her, he wants her
back, he wants to tell her, he is sorry, he wanted to tell her"i love
u"...

He picks up the phone, startin dialing her number....ringing never
stops..he never stop dialing....

On the othe side,she was sad, she couldnt understand how come after
all these yrs, he still doesnt understand her at all,she loves him
alot,
but she just cant take it anymore....phone's ringing, she refuses to
answer, knowin tat its him..."wats the point of tokin now tat its
over...i
have ask for it and now i wanna keep it this way, if not i will lose
face.."she tot...still ringing...she have decided to pull out the
cord...

Little did she remember, he have heart problems...

The next day, she received news that he had passed away...she rushed
down to his apartment, saw his body, lying on the couch still holdin on
to
the phone...he had a heart attack when he was still tryin to get thru
her
phone
line....

As sad as she could be...she will have to clear his belongins...when
she was lookin thru the drawers, she saw this insurance policy, dated
from
the day they got married, beneficiary of coz its her...together in tat
file, theres this note...

to my dearest wife, by the time u r readin this, i'm sure i'm no
longer ard, i bought this policy for u, thou the amount is only $100k,
i
hope
it will be able to help me cont my promise tat i have made when we got
married,i might not be ard anymore, i want this amount of money to cont
takin care of
u, just like the way i will if i could have live longer..i wan u to
know
i will always be ard, by ur side...i love u"

Tears flowed like river......

"When u love someone, let them know... u never know wat will happen
the next min....learn to build a life together..learn to love each
other..for who they r..not wat they r..."

went to church
got alot of pple asking abt the foot
hahaha
shuld just wear a tee saying "Sprained Ankle"
Thankz for the Concern guys
hahaha
had wedding Prac went rather well i might say
had some trouble witht he songs but it sorted itself out
big day next sat
hope it goes fine
To Darius, Chris, Siew, Jus, Jeremy, Val,Qin and all
See u guys soon i hope
hahahaha

Life is a total Mystery
just like a good thriller
U nvr know what is gonna happen next
U only knows whats gonna happen when it does
i am really beginning to lose track of my life
The goals i set
The pple i love
The things i love
What are all those
Its becoming a blur to mi
As this trip to Australia draws near
Uncertainty begins to cloud my mind
Why am i goin?
Shoppin?
Independence?
Experience?
I really dunno
Doubts, doubts and more doubts?
I really dunno what i wanna do with my life
Pple may say take it a step at a time
But what happens when u reach a pt when u dunno what to do with the Next step?
Do u take a step back and try again?
Face it
Our society does not allow us that chance
U make a choice pay for it
Unforgiving as it may seem
Thats how it works........
But what choice do we have?
"All Roads lead to 'Rome' "
Hopefully mine will one day lead there

Choices lead to changes
I hate changes, Dun u?
Make a choice, pay the price

Another day spent lying in bed growing fat
went to see another Sinseh today
Leg is feeling a little better
i think in the process of trying to walk i sprained or strained my toe
its hurts damn bad now
worse than the ankle
hahaa
got crutches frm hup
so walking is a little easier now
tmr is Wedding prac
dunno how i am gonna play man
just see how things go
beginning to miss the guys man
hahaha
the boredom and shit
dunno how i am gonna take it in australia
hahaha
hope i can walk on monday
Test!!!
haiz

Happy Birthday Jeremy
Have been sleeping early these past few days
went for another session of cutting my leg up
it helps alittle but the pain is damn bad after a while
will be trying another sinseh/doctor tmr
slacked around the house
slept alot
studied a little
so i guess its kind of a small achievement
will not be going out for the rest of the day and maybe even weekend
hope that changes
want to go get my cam and watch the Core
Wedding prac on sunday
Dunnno how i am gonna manage that
hope the leg improves overnite
Not impossible(miracle) but hardly possible
hahaha
i guess see all u guys soon

Sprained my Ankle during Tennis
Thank God Chris and Darius were there
they brought mi to a Sinseh
Would not know what to do without these 2 guys
Thankz
the Sinseh madea few small incisions on my leg to remove the"bad blood"
this brought the swelling down by quite a lot
Surprisingly it din hurt
have to go back tomrrow for another treatment
took a cab home and Slept
sadly the swelling was back once i woke up
trouble walking now
haiz
Hvaen eaten all day
Damn Hungry
This might be a sign for mi to tone down on my activities and stay home to Study
Great timing
anyway
i might be forming a Funk band with my Church fren and her frens
hope my drumming is up to standard
just hopefully...........

Fun day today
Met Astrid Noella Elijah Jingting and Eugene for Lunch at Seoul Garden
Stuffed!!!!
Ate too much i think
tried to get some Hand sanitizer gel
but Guardian was all out
hahah The Paranoid + Kiasu Singaporean = a Deadly Combo
Went down for the Drums Exchange after that
Learnt quite a bit
took sometime to warm up but it was otherwise fine
PLayed a little
got corrected
bought the Trojan 16" brilliant Crash
a damn good buy
Value for Moneey
went down to Roomful after that
got there too early
hahaha I Still find Eve damn Cute
slacked for 1/2 hr til the rest came
Min,Jeremy, Darius, Val, Chris
Jammed for one song
Din do too well
Darius played
Jeremy played
Val sang
Good Job!
slacked around
got to meet Brandon
he talk abt not blaming urself
it made a hell lot of sense to mi
he was sittin on the next table after the JamX finals
while i watched my parents eat
i guess he's Right
when something Screws up
try to cover it up
thats what playing Live is all about
Professionalism
i have lots to learn
Learn from the Mistakes u make
use it to ur advantage the next time
I quote
"When u make a mistake, There are only 3 things u should ever do abt it........
Admit it
Learn from it
Don't repeat it"
(Poster on my Wall)
So true!
So true!

Ngee Ann Poly has been Shut down for 3 days
due to a BS student being suspected of Sars(CVP)

In the Com Lab
just heard that i might not be able to get a visa to Australia
hope it goes Through though
cos if it does not it would be a serious let down
but on the other hand
it means that i would be able to see my friends regularly
so i guess it wun be that bad
let just see how things go

Gettin nervous for the 19th
First Service Practice
Hope i do fine
20th
First time playing in Service
Wow!
something i dreamt abt since a long time ago
has finally come true

Next week will be a stressful week
Projects due
Tests coming up
Wedding Practice
Service Practice

Final List of songs considering the Shoutouts Left:

I will Survive...TOR Style
Brown Eye Girl.....Van Morrison
Twist and Shout....Beatles
Motivation Proclamation....Good Charlotte
Pretend to be Nice....Josie and the PussyCats
Perhaps....CAke
All Star...SmashMouth
You will never walk Alone......Point of Grace
Out of Reach...Get Up Kids
Laughter in the Rain.......Neil Sedeka

How can I......Dafie
Sing myself to Sleep....Dafie
I'm SORRY.....Dafie and Jeremy

Tentatively these are the songs
pls try to learn and memorise them by the 23rd of August
the solos and all