Sunday, October 26, 2003

WeekEnd went Well
www
more or less i guess
hahahaha

Blast @ e Beach
Our Set went Well
screwed up sound check thought
but who cares abt Sound Check
Dead End totally Rocked the House
but some bands were....better left unplugged and unmiked
Drank too much Coke?
2 Jugs only What
Thankz to all who came Down
or wanted to come down but could not
Dun worry man......Study Hard now
There will be more Gigs after ur papers
I promise
Oh yah I got bitten by a cat at the CLINIC
just thought u all would want to know that
hahaha

Sunday
I went for Youth Alive
sat at the Sound Booth
and played around with the Levels
Lowering the levels of Guitars that din sound good
hahahah
What an Evil Bitch
I Love Me!
And No that does not make mi Gay DARIUS
HAHAHAHA

I found Vanessa on Friendster
hahhaha
Yay!
started talking to her on MSn
which i was made to d/l
hmmmmm
the sacrifices i make
hahahaha
damn! i'm becoming Ryan
hahahaha
Got her Number too
Yay!!!
No Work tmr!

Friday, October 24, 2003

The Recording din go well
Another Session tmr
Darius will be doin the Drums
I have Work
Gig after that

FREE FLOW of coke
hahahaha
what did u expect?
Beer is 6 bucks a Jug i heard
Here comes the Belly

Today Jamming was Good
New Song "Currently"
A song in Memory of Jerome
It Sounds Good
Rock with a Funky Edge
My Kind of Sound
hahahaha

Busy day tmr
See ya soon

Monday, October 20, 2003

Work
Learning more things as the days go by
Sunday was a welcomed Break really needed it
after Work and the Gig on Sat
but more abt that later

Tapestry2@ Far East Plaza
The gig was Nice
we did well
Adelina Ong Dropped by in the afternoon
could not stay for our set though,
she seemed happy that TOR made it thru the auditions
Thankz to all who came down
Jolene, Mongxin, Chris, Songyu, Nikki and co. , Michelle, Lianne
Those i forgot
sorry man
u know i dun mean it
The Dead End Guys were doin Sound
Great Job Guys
Thankz
See ya this sat for BeachBASH

fOR EVERYONE ELSE

ToR will be playing this Saturday at
SunSet Bay sENTOSA
@BeachBash
come watch us
for the time
will update later

Sunday
Family Day
Major Shopping
hahahaha
Bought a Bicycle........Mum Bought it
according to the sales Person
i am the 21st person in Singapore to own it
hahahahaha
Had Lunch at NYDC
always a treat to have Meals with Family
not free though
Had to give them the Treat I promised
Met this Girl from Ngee Ann
Vanessa
Really Cute. Mistook her for Daphne(frm Phuture)
Oops?
haahaha
Shes frm HLM
dunno what yr
we just stood there for 30s
looking at each other
with the "i know u" look
wouldhave gotten her number
but when i went back she was gone
anyone wanna accompany mi to Suntec this sat
Carrefour Gilette Section
Great Fashion Sense

Monday
Work was ok
just kept myself as busy as possible
Good Work Ethics?
i wish!
just someone wanting to survive his ATTACHMENT

See Ya All Soon

TOR
Great Job!

Friday, October 17, 2003

On a lighter note
Work on the verge of enjoyable
made my day musy
time passes much faster when u have stuff
to do
more work tmr
=)
Work today was Stressful
I now understand why people are so untrusting
at Work the whole day
i was kept on my toes the whole day by constantly reminding myself
that my colleagues might complain again
if i so much as a make another mistake
i am learning the art of
"Not Busy , Look Busy"
the only way to prevent scolding
really dunno how i am gonna get thru the next 2 mths
really scared
now
I cannot use my phone during work
my working hours arw now flexible.......start at 8
end at whatever time Doctor Chua deems fit
i guess that will be my life for the next 2 mths
haiz
People nvr forget ur mistakes ever
once a mistake is commited
pple will constantly use it against u

as a Pastor once said,
" An OUNCE of Foolishness, OUTWEIGHS a Thousand ounce of Wisdom"
True indeed

the good things u do
pple nvr rem
the mistakes u make
dun even bother trying to make up for it

Work again tmr
will make the best of what i have
" Be Happy with what u can afford, there are always pple who are Worse off than you" Paul Foster( heard on TV Mobile)
Gig tmr
hope pple will like what we play
Gonna head to bed early
see everyone soon

Thursday, October 16, 2003

I think my Wake Up Call has Arrived
Had a talk with Mr. Chang today
seems that everyone at the Clinic is not happy with me
Time to Set my Piorities
Rugby and the Band are Important
But Studies has to come first
no more leaving early to accomadate the 2 others
if i have to skip training
so be it
if i cannot jam
I'm sorry
Will have to Grover and Beg for a second Chance tmr
Pls let it go well
I cant Fail this

on a Lighter note,
wentt o Phuture again yest
it was an ok Nite
Ziqing is a Bitch
he took 5 girls for himself
hahahaha
Got to know this Girl Jolene
Cool Chick...........
Thats abt it

Tuesday, October 14, 2003

I have this Naggin Feeling
that i might Fail Genomics
Not A day goes past without this thought
if it happens
i dunno how i am gonna react
Suicide?
Thought of it
even thought of how i am gonna do it
prob with the Euthanasia Drug in the Clinic
for my weight
its 50ml. Intravenously
Instant painless death
just like how animals are put to sleep
O prob would nvr be the same person if i failed
repeating a whole year
I would be ashamed of myself
How will i face the World?
Argh
I really wanna pass it
I need to

I am now on 2.5days a week
thats Bad i guess
How does this reflect on me as a worker?
nothing good
reason given" we can't afford the time to teach u"
i know i am slow and stuff
really i wanna learn
esp abt the fishes
i have absolutely no experience
i am abt to get the basic stuff and this happens
Argh
Nothing to do with sch is goin well for mi

Rugby
I more or less found out how to improve my game
How to get Harder?
Focus on the game more i guess
try to eliminate fear of dislocating Shoulder
I will try my best

Dj Tiesto
dun think i can make it
i have work on Friday
Have to prove dr. Chua wrong
will have to read up on common fish and dog diseases

Saturday, October 11, 2003

He Actually did it
Dr. Chua cut my working hours til 2.5 day for this coming week
What am i gonna do
I have to speak to him on Monday regarding it
if i only worked 2.5 days a week
how am i gonna account for the days off in my report
probebly gonna do badly for IAP
Work was just beginning to look up
more or less gettin the ropes
Learning to prescribe proper medicine
learning the functions of the medicine
learning to asist the doctor
learn the common diseases of Fish and how to treat them
the use of diff substances in Tanks
Hope he understands
4 days is fine
maybe monday, Tuesday, Wednesday , Friday Morning and Sat Morning.
that would be excellent
the rest of them time can be spent in sch doin project
Gym
Training

Anyway
Audition today
Saw Adelina Ong
shes look good........not as good as on tv
but she has that X-Factor
something that make u take a second look at her
a third look and so on for that matter
Nadia was there too
Nice seeing her again after 6 mths
Basically my whole afternoon was spent travelling for a 15min Audition
hahaha

The World Cup today was ok
Teams i Supported won
more or less lah

Mtv Shoot tmr
a photo shoot perhaps?
with mi as photographer of course
hahahaha
long awaited excursion for my cam

Be Back as soon as i have something to write about......

Friday, October 10, 2003

People actually asking for mi to write more often
thats new
hahah
nuthin much to update about

Working Life is so mundane
days fly past like minutes
I wish!
3 more mths
til the end of Attachment
the return of Friends

I was drenched in Mud yest during "training"
more or less wasted my time rushing down
played touch for like 20 min then went home liao
all i got was a body full of mud
Facial therapy perhaps?
hahaha

Jammin was ok
did a new Original
Sounds good
JamX is coming
Joining again
hope to improve on last yr

Audition this Sat
1/2 hr set

I am bored of Hip hop and RnB
Wed Nites at Phuture no longer appeal to mi
i long for House
a Guest Dj Perhaps
Dj Tjesto this Thursday
I wnna go
Hope i can get Friday Off!

Sunday, October 05, 2003

My blog has become a weekly thing now
FEw things happened this week

1st
I got rejected by Fiona
Yes all Laugh
hahahahaha
Actually i really could not care less
that nite was ok lah
cheaper than usual

2nd
I suck at Recordings
Totally screwed it up
just cannot conc witht he head phones one
haiz
have to work at it

3rd
i have to put in more effort at my attachment
Dr. Chua is thinking of Cutting my working hours
have to be more proactive
volenteer to learn stuff

4th
Finally went out with Dennis and Darius after so long
it was Fun
Slacked then Dinner
then Rush down to Zouk
to get tickets for Nick Warren
finish our drinks
Rushed back to Plaza Sing for a Movie
Second hand lions
a show that had hidden meaning all over
Great show overall
but has absolutely no Climax
Rushed down to Zouk after
Club 2 times this week
same place somemore
Nick Warren Rocks
House Music is so nice to dance to
we danced for 4 hrs straight
Wow!
met Corn and Sam there
Amanda too
also Jon and Kob Chai
Great to see u all there
got picked up by a Gay guy again
arghhhhhhhhh
hahahaha
I got so high that i could not walk straight
plus the flashing lights
hahahaha