Saturday Night and i'm at home
typing my Blog
hahahah

Really wanted to go Club today
cos i promised Nikki that i would club with her after her exams
but then.........
no one seemed to be free
so here i am
Hiaz
Called her just now
felt really bad
she went down to partly becus i asked her to
and i'm at home
but then again to go club alone is a very sad thing to do
something i would nvr do

Pulp Fest tmr
High Expectations
Our Chance to show the Art Appreciating Public
what we can Do
Show the pple who told us that we suck

3 more weeks!!!!

I think this Monotonous Lifestyle is killing my Immune System
Sick again
Diarrhea Fever and Body Aches
Ouch

The Sji Old Boys game went well
Strained my back though
arghhhhhhhhhhh
My fitness is so bad now
10 min of Sprinting and i'm out
Went to Ngee Ann b4 that to return some books
The Library looks Diff.
in a good way.
Atrium too.

Met up with Yap and Albert
saw Ben, Andre and Randy too
really miss training with them
the fun, sweating it out together
Playing for each other on the Field
1 more Mth
I really wanna make the Team
Playing the game tday
watching my former team mates improve so much
makes mi Jealous
Did i make the wrong choice by goin to Poly
in the sense of Rugby
but then i think back on the Ngee Ann team
The Laughter and even the Swearing
the willingness to try everything
The sense of Regret just fades away
I love those Guys and Girls in the Team
Really Cool Pple

1 more Mth
I wanna get Well
Being Sick is such a chore
Argh!!!!!!!!!!

Work tmr
Haiz

Gig this Sat
Hope it goes well!!!!
I need it too
The Band is the only Form of Relief i get from Work

England Won!!!
Really Exciting Match
rushed home from work for that
My Brother did ok for his PSLE
Not Sji but wth
he put in effort

hes goin to Nepal for a trekking expedition
my sis is goin to India for a mth long exhcnage program
my parents are goin to Beijing for a Business Trip
mi?
i am goin Jalan Kayu for Work
good news is
theres a public holiday this tuesday
no work
Yay!

My Cymbals are in
cant wait to try them tmr nite after work
hahaaha

Clubbing on Sat?
Everyone come if u can
Zouk!
we only live once

Its that time again
the sudden bouts of Depression
the feelings of abandonment and loneliness
I'm sick of everything

Who can i Turn to if i need help?
everyone whom i used to be able to go to for help have their own lives and cliques
while i waste my life away with sick animals
Talk to them?( the animals)
sometimes i wish i could
in them u truly seeing simple love
a puppy who shows u kindness and affection even when it has not seen u b4
WHY CANT WE BE LIKE THAT?
why are we always on our guard even among frens?
why?
aren't we suppose to trust our frens?
be ourselves ?

I wanna Run away from everything
and just scream
i hate expectations
tey bring nuthin but sadness and disapointment

Oh Lord help mi
I losing Grip of my self inside
everything seems to be coming loose

but i hate being alone
i need to be alone to sort things out
to pick myself up when i fall

Another day of Work and more loneliness
Life!

the Last thing i shall Do today....................

Happy
Birthday
Astrid

Finally some good news
the fever went down
Still coughing and Aching though
but a new problem came up
Diarrhea.
when will this nitemare come to an end
at least the fever is gone
pls dun come back

and it gets Scarier.
I might have Dengue
2 weeks in Hospital
i dunn want!!!

any know a miracle cure to bring my fever down
my temperature is gettin higher by the day
its already at 39.2
if it reaches 41
Hospital here i come

Sick!!!
Fever Cough Sore Throat and Flu
it totally sucks
whole body aching
cannot even drink water properly
any instant cure?
have been self medicating with many things
arghhhhhhhhhhhh

And theres work tmr morning

the Trip to UnderWater World not only lived up to my expectations. It surpassed it by many times.
I got to feed a Dugong. touched its Rubbery Skin.
Saw the Sea dragons upclose and personal
Touched the Pink Dolphins too
saw the Sea Otters
Sharks and many More
I have got to Work there one day
Add the tons of Hot Hong Kong and Jap chicks working there as the animal trainer
Dream Job
Sun Sea Chicks Animals Diving
what more can you ask for

That was the Highlight of the day
frm the trip i learnt lessons too
frm Dr. Chua that is
Planning is more important than the action itself
sometimes it take 3 hrs to plan for 30s of action.
Learn from the Animals
Positive reinforcement.
Lots of Lesson
Useful ones as well
You can truly learn abt life frm observing the animals

I bought 23kg of Corn Cobs for my Guinea Pigs
Crazy but True
why i did it
i dun even know
hahaha
impulse buy

Haven been here for so long
that this place feels like a distant memory
cannot imagine i used to come here everyday to update
now its more like monthly or at most weekly

My First off day in a long time
really needed it
was feeling physically and mentally exhausted
goin out with Irving
maybe zo and darius
might be having dinner with april too
Shoppin.
Need a hair cut too

Work has been good
beginning to enjoy myself
going underwater world tomorrow
Yay!!!!
but i have to get back to the clinic myself
...
hahaha
but the little sacrifice is worth it
Dolphins
Dugongs
Sharks and More
Its a Dream to be there