"No person was ever honored for what he received. Honor has been the reward for what he gave." (Calvin Coolidge)

Its been 2/3 days since they left.
been doin the usual hangin ard town
but it just feels different without my bumming partner
the usual meetings at borders followed by our mindless quest around town
Its Wed Again
Mambo nite feels so weird without you 2
no more hin , and no more woo woot
no more kan ni neh and kong kong kong fart
but its nice that i still see u all online
at least thats a consolation
its more or less the highlight of myday
being home to talk to u all online
well i've just gotta live with it

I hope everyone is doin fine.
when are u guys free man?
we should meet up again soon
the usual crowd

suppose to gym soon
must make ti a pt a to go
losing my motivation

work tonite at velvet
not really work
more like clubbing with responsibilities
taking photos for the Thievery Corp set

"No person was ever honored for what he received. Honor has been the reward for what he gave." (Calvin Coolidge)

They're all gone
Off to start a new Chapter of their life
and so here it is
Summer2004 is over
and well it was fun while it lasted

As much as i wanted to go down to the airport
decided to respect what nat wanted
so i went to sleep
and had the Sweetest Dream ever

Everyone was in it
the usual pple
In the Dream no one had to leave
and we all went abt our daily endervours like there was no tomorrow
well, in the dream there really was no tmr
so when i woke up and looked at the clock
reality hit

They're Gone
I miss them/her already

Til Summer 05
Cheers!

"No person was ever honored for what he received. Honor has been the reward for what he gave." (Calvin Coolidge)

One of the Saddest weekends ...........
the dreaded day has come.
the fare well weekend
I'm gonna miss all of you so much
even though we haven known each other for long
but its quality of time not quantity yeah?
spending nearly everyday with u all
it gave a mi a whole new perpective on life
and i thank you all for it

i dunno how i'll react at the airport
knowing i'll prob not see you all for a long time
i tried to convince myself theres msn and the trusty telephone
but its different
i cant call u in the middle of the nite asking you out for supper anymore
no more meetin at zouk on wed for our usual nite of clubbing
but well
life is as such
the only constant in life being change
if u dun adapt u die off
if u adapt u evolve and lose or gain something
i refuse to say farewell, for good bye means foever
but in this case
i want it to be a "see ya later"

so til the next time i see you
I love ya all
take good care of urselves
Study Hard
and
I'll miss you soo much

"No person was ever honored for what he received. Honor has been the reward for what he gave." (Calvin Coolidge)

One of the Saddest weekends ...........
the dreaded day has come.
the fare well weekend
I'm gonna miss all of you so much
even though we haven known each other for long
but its quality of time not quantity yeah?
spending nearly everyday with u all
it gave a mi a whole new perpective on life
and i thank you all for it

i dunno how i'll react at the airport
knowing i'll prob not see you all for a long time
i tried to convince myself theres msn and the trusty telephone
but its different
i cant call u in the middle of the nite asking you out for supper anymore
no more meetin at zouk on wed for our usual nite of clubbing
but well
life is as such
the only constant in life being change
if u dun adapt u die off
if u adapt u evolve and lose or gain something
i refuse to say farewell, for good bye means foever
but in this case
i want it to be a "see ya later"

so til the next time i see you
I love ya all
take good care of urselves
Study Hard
and
I'll miss you soo much

"No person was ever honored for what he received. Honor has been the reward for what he gave." (Calvin Coolidge)

Nothing much happening in my life these Days
The Day has come( at least it will, starting on wed)
the leaving of friends
the sad farewell
hopefully temporarily
but in the case of most, it will a 1 yr absence
an absence which will really be felt
the lost of Great Company- pple you just click with, even if haven known them for long

As Darius was saying yest, Seeing Everyone leave for "greener" pastures. you really wish you could just buy the next ticket and join them
instead of mulling over the upcoming boast ride up north for 2yrs

onto other issues
my life revolves around Jiak Kim Warehouse man
I play there, I work there
i'm there possibly 3 times a week , maybe more if its possible
Damn ! I really need membership man
hahaha

Met someone new
someone really interesting
hmmmmm

Zouk On wed
Airport b4 that - Howee leaving. for 3 mths
hahah

James Lavelle
the very much Hyped up Set came and went in a blink of a eye
Music was Good - at least i thought it was.
Something Different
Company was Great with the exception of a missing Nat
First time doin Photography in Zouk
quite an experience- Enjoyed it
Notable mention - James Lavelle had a nice Tee and Cap!
Iwant!!!!
only sore spot - i din get into the console area cos it was full
haiz- was so looking forward to it
hopefully i get asked to do it again

"No person was ever honored for what he received. Honor has been the reward for what he gave." (Calvin Coolidge)

PAIN IS GOOD FOR YOU
PAIN KEEPS YOU AWAKE
PAIN KEEPS YOU ALERT
AND YOU KNOW WHAT IS THE BEST THING ABOUT PAIN?!?!

IT LETS YOU KNOW YOU ARE STILL ALIVE!!

Master Chief John Urgayle

"No person was ever honored for what he received. Honor has been the reward for what he gave." (Calvin Coolidge)

In Loving Memory of

Jerome Huang XianYang
1984-2003


You will always be in our memories
As i look back on the times we spent.
just monkeying around class
I give bittersweet smile
bitter for what could have come if the tragic incident did not happen
sweet for the way you made the 5 yrs i knew u a time for mi to cherish for life.
I really hope u're happy now, looking down upon us from a place where the angels sing in unison.

for what its worth
I miss you Jerome.
you and everything you brought with you.
the outbursts in class
the soccer sessions
the jokes you made
and the rest of the things you did that made u who you are.

Rest in Peace my Dear Friend

"No person was ever honored for what he received. Honor has been the reward for what he gave." (Calvin Coolidge)

Nice Weekend
Started off rather Boring-ly( i know its not a word)
Zouk on Friday is gettin just as bad as Wed
only saving Grace is the Old sch stuff they Spin
Beastie Boys and the rest of the shit.
Should have saved the Money and played CS

Sent Hup off in the Morning
Gonna miss that Dude
One of the first pple i knew in Poly
actually hes the first
came up to mi to say Hi
See ya in a yrs time

Slept the whole day away
then headed down town to Get the invites for Zouk
Music was F-king Fab/Amazing/Wow
Oasis. The Verve, Beastie Boys, Fat Boy Slim and more old sch funk
A Near perfect Night of Music for mi
Had such a great time dancing
made up for the spoiler earlier in the evening
Thank God i din Work
haha

Today is a Nuthing to do day

Anyway
Just FYI

James Lavelle of UNKLE Fame will be at Zouk this coming Sat
18-9-04
A Must Go.
If u have Plans, Cancel them
if u dun , u better be there
Dance the Nite away man
i intend to stay til 4 that day
wahahahaha

"No person was ever honored for what he received. Honor has been the reward for what he gave." (Calvin Coolidge)

This week has been all about routines
for 2 days in arow we did the exact same thing
go from town to Nikki's place then to Mechmaster at BTSC
with the exact same music
at BTSC, we played Foosball and Billards
then we went to the Selegie/ Serangoon Area

Monday's "Whitecastle" Hunt for CS ended in Failure
everywhere we went was either closed or gone already
so we had to go home with the CS urge still burning within

Tuesday
Finally got to play CS
Nice to relive old past times
whatever skills i had is all gone
cant play for nuts
hahah

Someone was swearing like a chinaman
language to make an Ah beng Blush
hahaha
Kan Ni Neh
hahaha

Had the Hainanese Curry Rice
Always Nice to eat Rice with the Sticky Curry SAUCE

Wed
went for Supper with Corn
Orh Jian Craving
had a very long talk in the car with him
abt his friends and his scandals
Then picked Peiyan and Corrine up and went to see Breakers
at the Esplanade
Entertaining
then went home
Nice to see her after like a week

Clubbing tonite
and Farewell Dinner for Hup
Gonna miss that Guy man
His Jokes and his personal Opinions
made Poly Life a Joy
A True Friend to Keep

PS: I'm addicted to "Shoot the Moon" by Norah Jones. its on replay mode on my media player

"No person was ever honored for what he received. Honor has been the reward for what he gave." (Calvin Coolidge)

dun fix it unless its broken

good motto to follow

Sentosa

A post i wrote yest on the Southern most point of Continental Asia in Sentosa.

Totally Frustrated over some thing that isnt anything at all
Prob just the insecurities i have acting up

Sittin alone here,
listening to the Waves and listening to my inner self is sayin
I think of the days gone past
i think of the days to come.
the next 22 days actually
i think of the pple i spend time with
and the pple i wished i had more time with
haiz

Confused!
Feeling some things that i dun wanna admit to
things i dun want anyone to know for fear of the repercussions
seeing how things are goin
i really dunno what i want out of this

anyway
enough of the emo stuff
Sentosa was ok
was made to drink abit
just got home from a Busy day
Rugby was not so good
could not focus
just felt like something was not rite
played only 15min b4 being taken out
haiz
Won the Battle but lost the War
Another Season come and Gone
soon 2 yrs will pass and i can move on with my life

Now goin to anothe Party
Gonna be drinking abit
i hope i keep my mouth shut when i'm drunk
dun wanna say stuff i dun want pple to know
certain pple esp.

Haiz!

quote

Do not take for granted the things
Closest to your heart.
Cling to them as you would your life,
for without them, life is meaningless

"No person was ever honored for what he received. Honor has been the reward for what he gave." (Calvin Coolidge)

Feeling Emo again...haiz
the night air, the calm and quiet nature of the night
and the music
Listening to Photos by Nvrlrn( the band without vowels)
listenin to the lyrics
the melody
i look back on past yr
everything that i have known
pple whom i assumed i'll see every morning
some are gone more are goin
soon it's gonna be just mi and a few other left

all my classmates
the pple i'm close to
most are leaving soon
Astrid, Sab, Hup
Many are in Army or are goin in soon
Ger, Berd, Kev,
Some are working
some are just MIA
wasnt it not too long ago
when life was about making the deadline
studying for our common test
rushing out final report
slacking in lecture
and planning our after school outing
They say grass is always Greener on the other side

when we were rushing our final project
we all looked forward to the day we handed in everything
when we could just dump all our resposibilities back to the school
but now......
i miss all of them...some more than others
while the resposibility of sch is off our shoulders
other things have taken its place
the army, financial worries, work, goin abroad amongst others
somehow sch looks so carefree, a breeze compared to the new things we have to think of

I honestly miss Sch
I hate seeing others move on with their lives abroad
while i'm stuck here against my will
maybe when i go abroad i'll miss home
but i'l think abt that when it actually happens

if only time could stop and move back
just give mi a mth with all of them
the good and the bad
i'll even take the most boring lectures
i wun skip school
haiz

"No person was ever honored for what he received. Honor has been the reward for what he gave." (Calvin Coolidge)

I am Officially so Sick of Zouk on WEDNESDAYs
The Crowds just sicken me
gettin Shoved Around
gettin ur top sweaty with other people sweat
and worse of all
gettin my Shoes Stepped on

Was not a great nite yest
Nice Seeing everyone yest
but while dancing ( aka shoving/boppin my head)
i had a sudden rush of emotions
just felt depressed and isolated
it was as though i was invisible
in a separate dimension
where i could see and hear everything
but no one took notice of me
i had this sudden urge to punch someone or start a fight
So i did the Logical thing....
I went off......

I kinda know what triggered that sudden mood swing
but haiz
nuthin that i wish to let the whole world know

back to the sudden feelings of being surrounded by pple yet feeling lonely
quote" water water everywhere, but not a drop to drink."
got that from one of my lower sec literature text
still rem that line
makes so much sense

i miss having someone there
knowing u have someone who really cares for u
when u're down he/she will be there to pick u up
haiz

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