Wednesday, October 20, 2004

"No person was ever honored for what he received. Honor has been the reward for what he gave." (Calvin Coolidge)

Have a Island Getaway
on a rustic island not far frm the hustle and bustle of the city
comes with communal living, a chance to know your fellow man
food and lodging provided, in fact we'll pay u to come
Feeling Fat???
No worries! with our fitness programme and "healthy" food
its a sure fire way to lose those extra pounds.
opt for the 3 mth or 7 week stay in our specially designed
single sex communal bunk.
get in touch with nature
push urself to the limits

Come Come
for a NS Holiday
call 1800-SAF-GETAWAY(1800-723-4382929)

"No person was ever honored for what he received. Honor has been the reward for what he gave." (Calvin Coolidge)

in 2 hrs
i shal step out of my home, my comfort zone for the last time in 2 weeks
making my way into the period of service which everyone says "makes you a man"
my rite of passage into adult hood
National Service.
I really dunno what to expect
in some ways thats good
no expectations, no let downs
for once i do not wanna stand out
for once i wanna stay hidden amongst the midst of all the people there, all as lost as mi.
i just wanna last til the day i get to book out
and once again step back into the comforts of my home
the place where i can let down all my inhibitions
to be myself once again
be not a soldier
but be who i want to be

I'll miss you guys/girls so so much
take care

Tuesday, October 19, 2004

"No person was ever honored for what he received. Honor has been the reward for what he gave." (Calvin Coolidge)

Tomorrow
Tomorrow
Tomorrow
if only the saying tomorrow never comes is true
tomorrow the new chapter of my life starts
Army.
I'll miss the Freedom that i've enjoyed over the past few mth
I'll miss the friends that have made my life so enjoyable.
wth
its only 3 weeks and i'm back
cannot imagine waking up at 6am for the next 2 yrs
argh

To Darius, Nikki, Natalie,Giles, Kz, Portia, Dor, Emily, Celeste, Zo, Will, Dennis, Lumps, Vig, Ed, Clement, Zhang and whoever i din mention. You guys have made a huge difference on my last few mths. Those that came for the last few clubbing sessions. It really meant alot to me. I'll catch y'all soon

Hopefully the army instils some much needed discipline in mi

Friday, October 15, 2004

"No person was ever honored for what he received. Honor has been the reward for what he gave." (Calvin Coolidge)

Freaking Heat is making mi damn irritable
omg
i was actually walking around town alone just now
in the freaking weather
with a very low bank balance
NOT FUN
so went home
and i was not driving
made my mood even worse
arghhhhhhhhhh

i could so kill someone now
wring his/her neck out
punch his face out

Thursday, October 14, 2004

"No person was ever honored for what he received. Honor has been the reward for what he gave." (Calvin Coolidge)

and so the last wed went past just as quickly as it came
the crowd was bad
but the company was fab
thankz to all who came
will, zo, clement, sam, zhang, dennis, kow, ben, vig, sheena, andrea and whoever else was there
stayed til the lights came on. haven seen that happen this yr
now feeling kinda down
prob because peiyan goin thailand tmr
i dun like departures even for a few days
call mi needy , clingy, whatever u wanna call mi
but i like to have my frens around mi

i think its time to put all the cards on the table ...
tell or not to tell
i've decided ......

Wednesday, October 13, 2004

"No person was ever honored for what he received. Honor has been the reward for what he gave." (Calvin Coolidge)

Dinner was kinda good
caught my first RA movie
"Seeing other people"
it was ok. Funny but the storyline died after awhile

Got another Parking Ticket while playing billards
arghhhhh......30 bucks off my already depleted resources

Was nice catching up with Jaydee after so long
haven seen her in awhile
2 weeks or so

Wed again
1 week left...
prob club tmr
unless no one is goin
then we'll se how it goes

Tuesday, October 12, 2004

listening to Pachelbel Canon in D
all 5 versions that i have
fav classical track of all time
somehow it makes mi look back at the times gone by
all the memories.......good and bad
maybe its because whenever i feel troubled i listen to this
when i need to have a good cry i listen to this
when i just wanna be alone i also listen to this
basically this is my emotional crutch, the thing i turn to for relief

I'm beginning to think i'm nvr ever gonna be attached
but maybe thats a good thing for army
not having to worry abt whether ur "sweetie" has eaten
what ur "dear" is doin
whther ur "baby" is ok
whether any guys are after ur "darling"
u know the drill
can imagine macho sweaty guys rushing to their phones b4 lights out to talk to the loves of their lives for a mere 10 min
while i laze in bunk thinking of the days gone past.
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how will that feel?
i'll tell ya in 8 days

8 days i say
8 days
no more pink IC jokes
no more meetings in town at weird times
its the period when ...
"a boy becomes a man".....bullshit
i say its the time when a free man loses his freedom
and becomes a slave of the white party with a leader named lee
Democracy my Arse

Sunday, October 10, 2004

"No person was ever honored for what he received. Honor has been the reward for what he gave." (Calvin Coolidge)

And now its down to the final 10 days
as the days draw near i'm having mixed emotions
on one hand i cant wait to go in and experience what the other pple hav gone thru ableit a modified slacker version
on the other hand , i'll miss the carefree feeling. being able to do what i want when i want
but either way the 10days is gonna come
so wth

Tekong here i come...

Thursday, October 07, 2004

"No person was ever honored for what he received. Honor has been the reward for what he gave." (Calvin Coolidge)

OMG i'm bored out of my mind
I have 13 days b4 Tekong yet i have no plans
i'm suppose to expand my days fully
eat all the things i wanna eat
that i did part of - California Pizza Kitchen - Done
i still feel like eating Fish n Co
and newton orh jian
and Curry Rice
and Nasi Goreng USA
Note to Nar: sorry i'm reminding ya abt the food, the offer on the overnite service still stands

Yest Nite was kinda nice
Dinner with Sam and Jas then met with andrea
then a 30min trip to Chinablack - dun wanna talk abt it
then dropped them off at zouk
then went back home
then went for supper with corn and dropped by zouk again
stood outside only
there was this drunk guy and his gf
his gf drunk across his lap
him collapsing on her
with his mouth direcdtly over her left tit
hahaha
there was this other guy whose jeans went down so far
we could see half his bum
not the undies
the bum
i think he went commando
haha
got my eyebrows reshaped
thinner now

Bored today
what should i eat tonite

Monday, October 04, 2004

"No person was ever honored for what he received. Honor has been the reward for what he gave." (Calvin Coolidge)

eXpressive: 6/10
Practical: 7/10
Physical: 5/10
Giver: 8/10

You are a XPYG--Expressive Practical Physical Giver. This makes you a Roving Spouse.

You are magnetic, charming, and impossible to resist. You have no problem with approaching your target sex -- it just comes naturally to you, and the thrill of warming up a stranger is one of your great drives. Still, very few people really know you. You don't just *feel* misunderstood -- you are. You are probably nursing a heartache that you never let on.

You're calm in a conflict (almost *too* calm -- a more emotional partner may wonder why you're not more engaged) and quick with affection. Fighting makes you uncomfortable, but as you avoid direct conflict your frustrations can manifest in the cold shoulder and passive-aggression, which is no better! Still, you make a loving, doting parent -- giving more love than discipline -- and your children prefer you.

Like an XSYG, you put so much thought and effort in what you give to your partner that you feel dismissed and unappreciated if you don't get the same in return. You also give and think so much that you can also talk yourself into cheating -- physically or emotionally -- and this can lead a cycle of conflict, guilt, conflict-avoidance, chilly atmosphere and then more cheating. But you'll stay with your partner in the long run from guilt and a desire to please.

You've got to open up! You express and give so much of yourself in other ways -- don't be afraid to express what's bothering you.

I'm only being so hard on you because you remind me of me.

Of the 119140 people who have taken this quiz, 10.6 % are this type.

Saturday, October 02, 2004

"No person was ever honored for what he received. Honor has been the reward for what he gave." (Calvin Coolidge)

how fast time flies
in a blink of an eye
another week has gone past
just last week on this day
we were at the fullerton stuffing our faces with chocolate
and now, the 2 of u are in sch, one busy with classes, the other oritentation.
the rest of us, we're just goin about our daily lives, making it a point to still meet up and chill over dinner or a bout of clubbing
how soon it will be...........
next thing i know, i'll prob be in tekong looking back on the past months, where i had next to no responsibilities
and hopefully then times still passes as fast
and the next time i look back, it would be the end of my 2 yr slavery to the nation
time passes faster when u're enjoying urself.
i guess i'll just have to enjoy army..........in whatever way possible

i completed my second assignment for Frontal
cant wait to see the pics online
i love that job.
now only if it paid
haha

i'm so confused abt how i feel abt certain things
abt certain pple, a certain person actually
sometimes being alone isnt that bad
yet sometimes at nite u just wish u had someone u could give a hug to
someone to just tell u that everything is fine
but i guess thats life
well we always see the pro before the cons
selective vision

7 more clubbing session b4 the end
i dunno what to expect from the 7 weeks of "holiday"