"No person was ever honored for what he received. Honor has been the reward for what he gave." (Calvin Coolidge)

Whats with It about Guys these DAys being Major Insecure Pricks???
reading the gf's emails
restricting their movements
controls the friends they can have
angry at any contact with another male
hacking into their msn

if its yours. its yours
if girls wanna cheat on you
nuthing much u can do about it

i also dun understand girls
how they can allow themselves to go thru that
the total loss of privacy
reading emails and msn
why i got banned from using the com in camp cs i refused to let someone read my msn msg
its a matter of principle
something u can let it pass
some like this u have to stand firm

haiz
pple these days
Low Self Esteem
Insecurity at its max

"No person was ever honored for what he received. Honor has been the reward for what he gave." (Calvin Coolidge)

I'm going thru the all too familiar "i'mm feeling down and lonely" feeling again.
maybe its the departures of Astrid and Faye in 3 weeks that gettin me down
even though i dun see them as often as i would like to
the both of them played a huge part in my life for the past 4 yrs. its times like this i wish time would just fly by and soon they'll all be back. at least on holiday. by then hopeully Nat will be back too.
I miss her so much ...........
ever since she left, i haven been to east coast to just sit and listen to the waves.
i hate departures/ farewells/partings and whatever else u call it
in my perfect world
everyone who cared abt once another would stay together until the day when they decided that it was time to go their own way

maybe its the pple coupling up thats bothering mi
maybe its the lack of company i can find
maybe its just Army
maybe.....
maybe......
maybe its just mi.

i wish i had someone i could pour out my woes to
i wish ...i wish....
if only wishes came true

"No person was ever honored for what he received. Honor has been the reward for what he gave." (Calvin Coolidge)

finshed my first book of the Year
"Angels and Demons"
Great Descriptions of the works of Arts and Historical Monuments
But as thrilling as the plot progression goes
the conclusion lets the book down
an exact replica of the da vinci code
will finish deception pt by the end of the week to see how it goes

Leson learnt from book
Faith brings Miracles
but
Blind Faith brings about destruction

"No person was ever honored for what he received. Honor has been the reward for what he gave." (Calvin Coolidge)

more entries to follow the one already posted

the most important people in my life
My parents>
the Army has thought me many things but the most important lesson that i have learnt from my time in Tekong is to Love and treasure u guys more. you are the people who will stay by mi no matter what. the times i just brush u away with a shrug, you stood by me. when i got irritated with you, you stood by me. the first few days spent apart from home. the people i missed most were you. the thing i missed doin most was just having those conversations abt anything in the car with you. everything that i took for granted before i enlisted came back to haunt mi after the first night. having dinner at home, watching tv, goin to church, basically spending time with you. I would like to take this moment to thank you for the care and concern that has been given to mi over the yr. when i was at my lowest, you were there and i will always remember that. You are the best parents i would have wished for. Thankz for being You. may this new yr bring many more memorable and happy experience. Nuthin is impossible as long as everyone sticks together. Merry Xmas and a Happy New Year!

"No person was ever honored for what he received. Honor has been the reward for what he gave." (Calvin Coolidge)

Happy New Year Everyone
make the new year bring a multitude of blessings upon ur lives
A new yr brings a sense of new beginnings
but for those who've had a wonderful year.
continue doing what u've been doing
for the Rest,
Think Great for great things to happen.

with the passing of the new yr
usual it signifies a brand new start
however this yr its diff
with no more new sch yr to lok forward to
nuthin much to start anew
whats gonna happen is........ Work on Monday
hahaha

back to my list of pple........

Nat - ur presence in my live is like refinding a lost toy from my childhood. It may not mean much to others, but like a piece of ur childhood, it holds memories and value for u. We may not have had much memories since we lost contact, it nvr too late ? The beautiful warm feeling of reknowing a person. finding again the wonderful bonds of friendship. seein ur smile truly makes the sun shine warmer in my heart. Just meeting u makes mi feel all warm inside. you're a very special person to mi. Not only are u oldest friend, but u're the one I got to hang out with everyday during the transistion period of my life. Just slacking about with u, eating and just talking. it brought a smile to my face each time we met. I've miss ya so much since u left but I can only count down to the day u step back home and to the day when I can give ya a huge hug and just see ya face to face. Happy New Year Dear! forget the unhappy things that happened and banish it into ur past. However, hold the memories that u hold dear and bring them along with u. The new year brings a fresh new beginning in many sense. most literally and also emotionally. Its time to close certain chapters of ur life inorder for new ones to open. Till the next time I see ya face to face. rem that you'll always be in my thoughts. Merry Xmas and happy New Year! Cheers to gettin to know you once again

Astrid - my greatest fear is that we'll lost contact once u go over to aust. with the different directions that we have chosen for the next 2 yrs, the sudden lack of common topics and the sudden lack of contact might bring about the demise of friendships, but ur friendship is one which I am adamant to hold on to. i wish ya all the best in whatever you attempt to do in the coming year. with the determination and faith u have i am almost certain that you will find success. i'll miss the "friendly reminders" from u , the lunching at the canteen, basically just hanging out with ya. Keep in touch for u're an essential part of my life.

Jason - haven known u for long, but what i gained from you is truly valuable experiences and advice. thankz for being you. always game for supper or a late nite game of billiards or just bumming around town. sometimes ur perspective on thing helps mi reconsider my decisions and rethink abt stuff and i thank you for that. Happy New Year Dude! Maybe the multitude of God's blessings be upon u and the people you hold dear to you.