"No person was ever honored for what he received. Honor has been the reward for what he gave." (Calvin Coolidge)mo

i'm really emo these days huh?
haha
my mood's slightly better
been hanging out with frens
mainly jolene
shes great company :)
ralph mcmuffin
hahaa

been catching movies
Ray and Hide n Seek
maybe Assault on Precinct 13/30(i forgot) tmr

clubbed abit
the music on Friday was truly fab
this proves the "local is inferior to foreign" theory wrong
cheers to Dj B
next week
Giles Peterson
waited a yr for him to come
woohoo

trip is postponed
finally the logical side of mi spoke up
while i was driving home at 330 in the morning
haha
hastely prepared trip usually need to boring days spent watching tv
depending on whether i go for course
the trip is tentatiely placed in may or june
by then everyone there should have settled in
that equates to easier travelling around
also means more fun
then try to get a bigger group
so that in melb those who wanna see the sights can go
the rest like mi can raid the shops

anyway, whoever wants to offer mi medication that lightens the mood
i'm game
nvr say anythign until u've tried it
:P

"No person was ever honored for what he received. Honor has been the reward for what he gave." (Calvin Coolidge)

Feeling down again
Mood Swing Again
maybe its time to pop some pills

I Miss ... so much

i think
"i have no life"
my life nowadays revolves around few things
- camp
- sitting in front of my com
- watching meaningless tv

on the rare occasion i venture out
i do what i have to do then i retreat back home
to resume sitting in front of my com
in the hope of a "bonus" for the day
that bonus of someone coming online
is usually enough to make the following day a happy one

i really hope my trip to aust works out
i really need a break
at least before i go for course
but i fear 1 thing
that i might not wanna come back

but if i take the trip
the means no more holidays for the rest of the yr
not that i take many trips

i want my freedom back
i wanna do what i wanna do
not what some other person asks mi to do

I miss ...

"No person was ever honored for what he received. Honor has been the reward for what he gave." (Calvin Coolidge)

one of the nicest dreams i've had in awhile now
dreamt i was in aust
somehow in a city which was a cross btw melb and brisbane( more specifically gold coast)
i was driving an RX-8 which had a horn that din work
went to a hotel to pick up friends
so that we could go get curry
turns out the hotel was full of biotech pple
but....
the only ones i picked up were
Astrid and Berd and i think Zuoyi
there was another person in the car that i din rem
i rem passing Astrid a Pillow like the one i have in my real car
then berd was giving directions
we went to part of the city with shit load of indians( no hidden meanings)
i horned at pple to get out of the way
but the horn din work
when we were reaching i woke up
hahaha

but still it was a wonderful dream
with the presence of certain pple( person)

still depressed abt being stuck here
when will june come

"No person was ever honored for what he received. Honor has been the reward for what he gave." (Calvin Coolidge)

finally played my first match in months
think i played ok
not my best
but hopefully good enough to get in

still feeling very down
no mood to do anything
town is boring
zouk is even worse
worst of all.......army
being stuck here
not being able to take a break and just fly off

nvr thought anything/anyone could affect mi so badly
honestly, i could stay home all day now
just being alone in my room

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh
life sucks!

"No person was ever honored for what he received. Honor has been the reward for what he gave." (Calvin Coolidge)

Mildly Depressed
thats abt it......

"No person was ever honored for what he received. Honor has been the reward for what he gave." (Calvin Coolidge)

Another SAD LONELY Valentines Day
the 21st for mi
i should say

SAD for the only reason
that ASTRID is leaving tmr at midnite
i'm gonna miss her
my closest friend in poly
seeing her just puts a smile on my face
gonna miss her for the next 4 mths
hopefully time passes by as fast as it can get

I hate departures
and i will repeat this again
i hate changes
in this case
if everyone could just stay on this shithole of the country we call home
i would gladly serve the "nation" for as long as they stay
esp in the case of nat and astrid



"Everybody is equal but some are more equal are than other" Napolean(Animal Farm)
its gonna be a gloomy tuesday for mi

"No person was ever honored for what he received. Honor has been the reward for what he gave." (Calvin Coolidge)

Just back from a trip to Chinatown with Astrid
had dinner with the rest of them before that
Dinner was nice
but talking to Astrid while just aimlessly walking around chinatown
totally made my day
but this whole thing just made mi realise once again how much i'm gonna miss her when she goes off to Aust
amongst all the friends i made in Poly
i regard her as my closest one
i can talk to her about anything
nearly anything...

Played Rugby for the first time in 8mths
Touch that is......
i miss the game
but most of all
i miss the pple i play the game with
Jachin, Sam, Yap, Nick, Selwyn, Rong
all of them haven met up with them for a long time
the old np rugby days
just sitting around KAP
slacking and talking
haiz..........

why do things ever change
why do pple have to go...........
why are things sometimes so complicated........
why is the sky so high...
why am i asking so many things......
is there a definite ans to stop all why qns......