"No person was ever honored for what he received. Honor has been the reward for what he gave." (Calvin Coolidge)

Time Flies
she came and left
just like that...

nearly a mth in a blink of an eye.
back to land down under
back to the beautiful gold coast
back to the wonderful food
which reminds mi.......
when will it be my turn to go.

saw something really disgusting
how can u cheat on ur gf just a day after she leaves
what a bastard!

anyway
in camp again for duty

"No person was ever honored for what he received. Honor has been the reward for what he gave." (Calvin Coolidge)

Another Day of Duty
Another Day wasted
haiz...

"No person was ever honored for what he received. Honor has been the reward for what he gave." (Calvin Coolidge)

Those whom i invited for my Birthday Celebrations
Please get back to me ASAP if you haven't already done so
need to buy the food and Drinks

The Updated Wish List for the Year is up on the Right
I will be eternally grateful if the items miraculously appear on
the 6th of Aug @ Aranda Chalet

"No person was ever honored for what he received. Honor has been the reward for what he gave." (Calvin Coolidge)

Its the Final Week
everyone is leaving
Julia will be gone for a year on wed morning
Astrid and Faye will be gone on SAT
Thank God Nat had another week
trying yo rearrange my duties to allow myself to spend time with them
but haiz
it takes 2 hands to clap
they're all so busy
but i guess thats expected when u're only back like 2 mths a yr
everyone wants a piece of you :)

I still haven found the chance to tell her
i have no optimism in succeeding
but...
i still wanna tell her
i just want her to know
but..... then again
i dun wanna lose the friendship
we all know how good i am at this
in case u dun
i really suck at this kinda things
welll
lets see how it goes
if it happens it does
just try my best
prepare for the worst

i wanna ORD

"No person was ever honored for what he received. Honor has been the reward for what he gave." (Calvin Coolidge)

Finally my com is up and running again
3 days of no computering
torture

Everyone whos coming back is back
Cons being the final peice of the puzzle
sadly in 2 weeks
most of them will be gone
haiz

Met up wth Noella like after a long long time
had a great time just walking around and having a chat
had certain insight which got mi thinking
what is my piority
whats my objective
ultimately,
the friendship comes first
if anything more happens
well thats a bonus
but beyond that
pushing too hard might scare her away
will see how things go.
i still miss her
haven met up with her yet
faye too
arghhhh

"No person was ever honored for what he received. Honor has been the reward for what he gave." (Calvin Coolidge)

Its bbeen a Rather Stressful aka Bad Week
camp + emotional and mental stress
i dunno what to do
to back off or take a step forward
i dun wanna scare her away
yet i wanna tell her so badly
this struggle is really eating mi up inside
plus today's trip to jurong just made my day

being made to travel all the way to TUAs
not being allowed to drive there
to sit in the freaking sun for like 2 hrs for a parade that lasted
an hr and did not really concern mi
except for the 30 s when some of the platoon 4 guys marched past
i din talk to anyone there
took a 2 hr journey back to camp alone to collect my ride
totally spoilt my day
all i thought abt was her.....in a way i guess.
the same ol questions
should i or should i not